So Dirty

Sometimes I get really angry and blow up. And I hate that about myself. It’s not admirable. It’s not attractive. I just can’t help it sometimes, though. I can be impatient and with a short fuse and I hate it because both of my parents are that way and that’s what I hate most about both of them. Therefore I hate it about myself.

I’m trying to change.

Maybe I need an anger management class.

I don’t mean this in a morbid way, but I love the color of blood. It’s just the perfect, bright shade of red. I would want lipstick that’s the same color as my blood. I don’t know what color yours is, but mine’s awesome.

Anonymous asked: Who said that thing about pulling your gf closer?

I’m pretty sure it was something that the Staypozitive blog posted

There’s a guy that keeps asking me if I’m still in a relationship.

It makes me wonder what it’d be like if I was with him instead.

“If you’re talking to a female friend of yours, pull your girlfriend closer.”

to-repel-ghosts asked: Nina, you sounded so beautiful tonight! Cheers!

Aww I’m guessing this was from last night. Thank you so much, love :’)

“Address the wound.”

I like that phrase.

Tonight was such and emotional night. I actually had to fight back tears. When Joel’s mom hugged me and started crying and told me that my solo was beautiful I almost burst into tears. I love joel’s parents. I may never see them again. And all the seniors are going to be gone. Just… Omg I want to cry.